sea-horse, see-saw, se-quel

...random break

2006-04-10T01:42:00.000-07:00

to my #1 fan, mrs munchie..

i'm baaaaaaaaaackkk!

i sure miss you babes...while you're rocking in your suite, (which you could've just have done it at home)i am having endless chats with dr ni. we just cant seem to stop...slept at 1 am last night chatting the night through...

i was given this great offer to go for a 2 week promotion. i hope to raise some decent pebbles to be given to mr. emo.

i am so up to my nose with all his tactics to get through to me, and dr. ni was constantly telling me to chill, and that i dont know whats it like to be in the rejected's shoes...i ask allah to not make me be the one to be dumped in the future..although the boxing-king did give me a good taste of it before.baarakallaahu feehuma.

i'm conjuring all these wild ideas to expand our family dynasty! jey has to helppppp! i wish he could start walking again! i need his business prowess instincts to be at it's peak, sooooooooooon..allaahu musta'an.

the benline GM has been trying to gauge me back to be comfortable with him, but ain't ready to give in just yet...need time..need mucha lucha peace, need space...my head's still spinning with so many random thoughts...i wish it could just be silent and empty for a while and i can just relax and unwind for real...

ibu baya has been asking me when will i come and teach the next lesson to her...suggested that i sleep over at her place this tuesday night..but i dont think so..i've been given a 3 day break from the stinking souk...so i tend to stay away from the federal highway till wednesday. i've to attend the committee meeting at aunty mar's house this wednesday. i'm part of the jenazah gombak team - the wet team, i think.

can't wait to see you home, cant wait to see my brand new sports watch! i need to do some brainstorming with you...later later, we continue about what you had for lunch and dinner, ok! ekekeke...tell me about all the plates...

love you mrs munchie...

...random meet

2006-01-24T04:04:00.000-08:00

unexpected exchanges

coinciding reviews

unlimited sharing

sincere insights

a never requested support

a unison goal

genuine warmth

....are one of the very meaningful experiences i gained from today's random meet.

...random phrases

2006-01-23T05:58:00.000-08:00

wishful thinking

twisted sayings

manipulated thoughts

differences of opinion

baseless accusations

helpless self

hopeless end

hopeful blessings

...random thoughts

2006-01-07T05:37:00.000-08:00

i have this funny idea that maybe i can tap into my deepest, darkest, hidden spots of my subconscious mind through writing.

the many things that race through my mind, faster than the bullet train, too fast that i can't hold one thought or notion for a little longer to analyse and break down to smaller modules of assessment and understanding:
a. settling down
b. pushing the business forward
c. mastering a language of interest
d. fitness level
e. time management
f. cat's welfare
g. fueling my enthusiasm
h. the many errands to settle before i can call it a day
i. my friends - picking up from where i left/lost them
j. my principles
k. favourite aunties
l. my family - quality time and relationship?

....the list won't end. it's just dulling my head, in fact my writing is one of the dullest i've known as of now. one last thought before ending: "break a leg".